Holding things lightly – Ash Wednesday 2016


Ash Wednesday is upon us. This day is the annual kick-off to the season of Lent, the 40 days that lead us to Easter. This day for many people signifies a time where we ponder our humanity, our mortality, and our state of imperfection. Sometimes, people have the tradition of giving up a favorite food or drink through this season as a way to participate in this season of prayer. palmsoil

This year, as I prepared for Ash Wednesday service, I had the opportunity to gather the old dried palm branches from last year’s Palm Sunday celebration and learn the process of burning them down to ashes.


I stuffed the palms into a metal pitcher, drizzled them with olive oil and lit the contents. For about ten minutes the palms burnt and created a huge cloud of smoke. At one point the smoke curled into a huge pillar that swirled into the blue sky above. The flames slowly died down and the ashes of the palms remained. The next step was to pour the ashes onto a plate and mash them with the back of a spoon until they were fine and powdery.


What remained of the large pile of palm branches was small in contrast to their original form. The fire had changed their mass. The smoke had shifted their purpose. What had once been a symbol of celebration and praise was now one of prayer and reflection.

While I know palm branches don’t have a voice in this process, I wondered what, if they could speak, they would say about the whole experience?

As they were stuffed into the metal can, they tried popping out of the container. As they burned, the ashes tried to fly out of the fire, but foil was laid over top to contain them. They we mashed and pressed into fine powder, that if I wasn’t careful in containing – would have blown away in the wind. There is and was a sense of resistance I noticed in the palms that I think is quite true for people as well.

In our reaction to the actions of life and the challenges we face, we struggle – we dodge – we wrestle. This is not meant to be an accusation, for I know these all are things I do too. Fight or flight is a natural human reaction to stimuli. We fight. We fly. We are, I suppose, quite like the palm branches that I observed becoming ashes.

There is a phrase that I share with people when I place ashes on their foreheads on Ash Wednesday, “Remember that you are dust, and to dust you will return.”

We are dust – this is true. But we are much loved, much cared for dust. We may be in the midst of an experience in life that feels like a fire, or a test, or being pressed into powdery ash; but we are loved even in the midst of it all.

This Lent, I think I’ll pray for God to help me give up my own fight or flight reactions. My struggle to control. My desire to make things go this way or that. Instead, I nee God to help me hold things lightly. To trust that God is in control. To trust that God cares for a bunch of ashes like me – and a bunch of ashes like you too.

We are dust – and to dust we shall return… but we are well loved dust called to hold things lightly in the days to come.

How might holding things lightly be helpful to you today and through Lent?


This painting is titled, “Holding things Lightly”                                                             and is by Tara Lamont Eastman.


What happens when you combine canvas, acrylic paint and an open invitation for people to come and create? Community happens.

Earlier in 2015, I was in the midst of considering a practical way to prayerfully observe the season of Advent and my first inclination was to do something creative. In my own heart, I was longing for some space to rest and reflect upon the season of Advent, where hope, peace, joy and love reside.

Through the social networking site, Meetup, I started a group called, “Buffalo Artists Share” and set some dates for a group to gather at a local church to work on an Advent mural project. (For the lesson plan on how to make a canvas mural, email: taralamonteastman@gmail.com) Church members as well as folks from the Meetup group were invited, over a period of three weeks to come and paint, eat some lunch and get to know each other. The most engaged participants in the project, turned out to be from the general public.

Over four weeks, the painters painted all four sections of the mural and the mural also was used to compliment the devotional time for pastors in the Niagara Frontier Conference, as well as being used in Christmas Eve worship as a means of reflecting on where the hope, peace, joy and love of God can be found. Because we “used what we had”, the community of St. Mark and Good Shepherd Lutheran Churches was able to connect with the surrounding community of Buffalo both inside and outside of our church and Synod walls.


For the season of Lent, another community art and spiritual life project is being planned. For five weeks, stories of Jesus life will be shared and people are invited to come, to listen, and to create images based on the story they hear. At the end of the five week sessions, dubbed “Artful Prayer”, the group will celebrate with a pot-luck dinner and reveal their creations.


In a time where pastors, parishioners and churches are looking for answers to the questions of how the church can grow; it might be good to take stock in what they already have. Every church might not have a visual artist on hand, but you probably have knitters, woodworkers, cooks, and teachers. If you ask around, I’d bet you find a painter too!


The people who cross your doorstep are our churches greatest asset in helping to build relationships with people on the other side of our church doors. If you long for a place of warmth and hope, you may be surprised to find it in the faces of the people that you already see on Sunday morning. The interests and gifts we already have are the gifts God gives is to share to help build communities of faith that make a difference.


Use what you have, yes, you do have it!

This article was also published on the Upstate New York Synod Website here: Upstate Update